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I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life...

Today..is a Damn day...! i'm in such a foul mood...
Firstly..when i'm taking a nap...i hav a NOON-mare...sux sia...i dreamed of ..haha..me wif my bf...*very blur..cant c how he look like..* ...we are damn sweet together..haha..i'm damn touched by my dream...arden...my sweet dream suddenly changed le..into a nightmare... kaozzzz....in my dream..i some sort of like see through his true colours...he is actually a JERK..he chap wif bengs de...haha..den they all 5 wanna harm me! damn...when my bf was abt to stab me...i wake up...sighzzzz....sooo sad...!!
Secondly..i hav to emphasis on something...we really cant make it for the satursday gathering LOR! kaoz...not purposely de hao bu hao!???don't need to say us until like that right? and also..i think What Cai Hong sae is damn true lor..'if u tink that u will be damn pissed by it..den why u go for it?' kaoz..Humans are selfish de lor..i really dun wan to get myself so affected lor...i noe as a fren...i shld be happy for her...and ya..I'M really HAPPY for her..*SWEAR!*...but from my human point of view...i'm envy..and i will be affected by her...i will return to the WEIRD SIDE of me..which i hao bu rong yi cai get over de..damn! i thought is human nature ...for me to protect and shield myself from all the unhappiness..?Sighz...when i wake up..i saw jing's sms...kaoz..my mood turn from bad to worse...sianz..!~!
Thirdly..dunno why i keep having the feeling...that alot of people dislike me lor...m i that tao ren yan ? sighz... i noe that..in this world..not everyone will like u lor..sure got people dislike u de...sure gt a balance de...but how cum i still so affected by it..?sighz..HOW?! i'm sad..btw..i'm still ACHING!!!!!!!!!!! arGh!~!

*i'm so Sad..I'm WaiTinG fOr The GuY Hu WiLL BrinG CoLOurs IntO mY Life To ArrIve...=) *

Hey...i feel damn achy today!!!!!!!! PAIN ...eveywhere..in my back...legs...hands...aiya..almost EVERYWHERE!! i seems like an ah soh!! sighz....today went for the SAT thingy..haha den promised myself to really buck up...and study for it..ahah..in the end..haha..end up slping...coz my back ...reallllly very pain...still hav to paste that kinda of ah pek gao yao bu..on my back..ahhaah..or else..the next day...i realli cant move ...hahaha *i'm sooo damn weak!!*
hmm..during the SAT lect...Jiemin and Sam suan me sia...AGAIN...suan mi wif weihao...(-.-) ..hello! A boy and a gal jiu cannot be just mutual friends meh..why people will start to xiang y y..and spread stupid rumours..kaoz...super boliao..mi n him bu ke neng de...haha..it's confirm...hmm...we are just good friends..hu like to gossip together and joke and lame about..lolx..
Hey question of the Day..lol..*posted by jing2...* :
*are you willing to accept a guy..hu's bdae is after yours..?*
my answer...haha...i will..if the guy is older den me...if the guy is the same age as me..i'm nt tt willing lar..coz i dun realli like boys hu are younger den me..even by a few months..*seems like Lao Niu Chi Neng Cao...*...no an quan gan..lol...another reason..hahah..if the guy bdae is after mine..i hav to buy present for him 1st..haha..dunno wat to buy..*canot Tan tio..*...ok..enough of crapping..

*LaO NiU cHi NeNg cAo Theory..LoLz..*

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