29/07/05
Hey Hey!! i'm back!! i hav alot alot alot of things to type in here..but the problem is that i m very very very tired for now..hmm..let me do my best to type all those stuffs that i wan to mention ..hahaok a brief description of tis wk baz..i reali canot imagine tt..but i realli did travelled back n forth from my home to NUS ...Monday (25/7/05)Matriculation day~ ohh my..tt is the most horrible event tt i ever went to lor..i initially assumed that i jux nid reached there at ard 10 plus..(coz my timeslot is between 10 to 11am) ..n mayb wait for 1 plus baz ..to jux hand in my forms n matriculation paper..den went for some cca displays...BUT!! NO!! ohh myy..i nv seen such A LONG QUEUE ever in my life..the queue is so long tt it is going out of multi purpose sport hall...i feel like i m queuing up to buy special edition of hello kitty doll doll...ok...den i tink i waited for 1 hr plus baz..finally i c the door to the hall 1...den i happily stepped in...and...NO!! there is still a long Q in the hall itself!! arhhh...ok! finally waited for everything to end...soo happily planning to quickly step out of mpsh to meet my senior for munchies monkey(hmm..its a cafe in nus..) ..but the problem is..my nightmare is still ON! everything is nt over yet..some seniors direct us to mpsh 4 at the 2nd floor..for cca displays...when i first stepped in...they started to pursuade us to buy the matriculation package..at firstly, i decided nt to buy..(din bring much cash ard lo) ..but then when they told me that the money will be donated to charity..i'm like..OK lor..anyway the package got alot of goodies..quite worthwhile la..n oso i thot that tis is the only big bag i will be carrying back home lor..i can still COPE..but the problem is FASS oso provided freshies wif free goodies package~ in the end ..i end up carrying four big bags..(some society giv me one bag..den i gt one bag aft i matriculated) ...i almost died carrying soo many bags..n i have to meet my seniors for lunch at yusok ishak house..ohh my..~ althot it is jux a bus stop away..it can realli kills sia~but the fortunate thing is tt..i m checking into PGPR on mon aft i matric..soo i can jux dumped everything there lor..aft lunch my seniors accompanyed me to my hostel..haha ..hey i feel soo damn country bum lor..ahha..hmm..pgp is using eletronic gadgets as the rm keys ma..i dunno even lifts nid tt 'key' to operate..haha..u mux direct the key at the assigned point..den press the key ..the the point will light up..den u can press the level u wan..haha initially i dunno abt tt..den when i first stepped into the lift..i keep pressing the lift button ~ haha den my senior is like..stunned abit baz..haha but she is v kind enoff nt to laff aloud..she jus told me she nid the key..n teach me how to use it..how swt of her..~ thanks bee yen~when we stepped into the rm..i mean i m soo diaoo?! i nv nv nv nv..imagined my rm is tt small..stinky n lan~ the window blinds is spoilt..the bed is v hard.haha etc etc...den me n my senior spend the day organising the stuffs that i carried back to my hostel.. my mood on tt dae..HORRIBLE~ STUNNED..V TIRED N DOWN~Tuesday n Wednesday (26/7 and 27/7/05)on tues..i wake up v early n my mum cum along to pgp..coz she sae she wan to c wat i will be lacking in my hostel..soo tt she can replenish the stock..haah ..forget to close the window on mon...n it happened tt mon is a chao rainy dae..my rm is flooded wif some water..n hey..nt normal rainwater..is YELLOWISH rainwater..dun ask me why in the hell tt kind of horrible stuffs will jux flow into my rm..coz i m v puzzled too..me n my mum rushed ..trying to clear tt disgusting messs in my rm..den at ard 9 plus..my mum left for home alone..(i reali feel bad abt letting her leave like tt..but i realli cant do anything abt tt..sorry mum!) ..becoz i m supposed to meet my new found fren ..to go together for the talks..but in the end she cum late..soo i went to fass alone..ahah anyway i still meet her ltr la..haha..wed is almost the same la..but i just discovered sth..haah i will mention it ltr..Thursday(28/7/05)hmm..my official moving dae to my hostel place..my dad's off..soo gt an extra person to help out..haha..n thurs in the starting dae to bid for modules...ohh my..i m xtremely stressed out lor..i mean i still hav one module to decide on..n my mum is nagging at me ..asking me to prepare faster..dun waste time..n having super lack of slp along this whole wk..i m xtremely pek chek lor~ but v heng..there is always someone out there hu is there to provide me wif concern n help..i realli think my cousin is reali v pro leh..she can acty detected all my stress jux by toking to me online for a while?! den her mum purposely called me during her lunch brk..to tell me to relax..n that my cousins will be always there to provide a listening ear for me..hey hey~ i realli cant stand it lor..~ i m extremely touched by tis lor..i almost teared to be exact..sighz..~ dun blame me for being soo emotional...any lil thing can reali touched me for a long time lor..den oso..my senior oso cum personally down to nus to pei me bid for modules..cos she noe i chao blur n stupid de lor..hey frm bedok(her hm) to clementi..hey! tt's a v long journey lor..tt's is v kind of her to do so~ thanks dai dai!~ohh ya..den when jas noe tt my rm is finally ready for ppl to cum n dun feel tt disgusted, she pon-ed her hostel camp to cum to my rm..haha she oso wan to cum bid for modules together..den aft my senior cum..2 freshies that i dunno..oso cum to my rm..to bid for modules..den ltr my new found fren n my another senior cum to my rm too..haha becoz they happened to be ard? haha~ ok..soo my rm managed to contain..9 ppl?! wooohh!! tt's incredible! hahaa~~ feel like a rm warming cermony ahah..~Friday(29/7/05)went back to nus AGAIN..becoz fugitsu laptops will only hav stock on fri...aft having a v tiring day on thurs..i slp at 10+ pm ..soo early..n i can wake up late..rushed to nus at 10 +am...n they told me to wait till one..ohh my..wat a waste of time..went to some com lab wif jas..to check out the bidding situation..ohh my .soo horrible lor! the bidding pts keep increasing n increasing..den i started to panick..i reali v scared tt i will be outbidded during my wait for the laptop..soo i decided to skip my trip to pgp..(nid to go back there to pay for my hostel payment balance)~..den jux straightaway rushed back hm..took a cab home..n damn sia! damn scary..i swore i will nv nv nv..anyway n anyhow took any cab home frm nus anymore..haha..rushed back hm..discovered tt it is the close bidding period..soo make some changes n aft taking some advices frm my senior..i start to revise on my korean..which i dun hav the time to touch it throtout tis wk..sighz..feel bad abt tt..but heng heng managed to scrap through korean lesson todae..lol..ohh ya..btw i realli feel proud of my sec sch! ahha..nv nv nv underestimated neighbouring school oK! ahha on my way to simei todae..i witnessed some good deeds tt a prss guy did...lol..n he is oso quite gd looking..haha i started to notice tis prss couple becoz they r near me..n they r frm prss..ahah..den an auntie carrying alot of stuffs boarded the bus..n u noe wat? the prss guy spotted tt auntie..n he offered his seat to her..i agar heard him sae 'auntie ni zuo lo..ni na zhe yang duo dong xin..' ..ohh my! ahha..v good v good..tis guy is soo damn good ~ prss jux roxx!lastly..a very big thanks to all tis ppl..~~-my parents esp my mum..hey mummy thanks for all the stuffs u prepared for me..n daddy for letting me pursue uni life w/o any worries..thanks for ur support n love! muackz!-to my cousins n their mum..thanks for ur support n concern..u realli brighten my dae alot~-to jas..haha thanks for ur listening ear..haha jux wan to tell u i missed u n ur voice! all becoz of the camp la..hahaha-nus seniors( dai dai n bee yen)..thanks for tking care of me..n provide me wif advices when i nided them the most..thanks for everything yeah?!-my new found fren..guan zhen! haha..thanks for pei-ing me take the module together..i feel that we somehow someway quite similar lor..haha..hope tt our frenship will grow yeah? n hey i m going to bed..vvvv tired!!!
dreamt @ 11:56 PM
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23/07/05
hello ppl~ long time no c my entry le..any one miss me ma? hahahey i'm nt lazy leh..my computer recently got some functioning problem..it can just suddenly hang or have the error screen..i'm so pissed lor..i tried to blog on wednesday..but the stupid computer hanged half way lor..n byebye..there goes my beloved entry!!hmm..let me mention abit about my tuesday trip to NUS..haha..i went there purposely for the medical checkup lor..woke up extremely early (@ 7am?) haha..on my trip to NUS..i discovered sth..haha i never knew that the NEL train is soo packed in the morning lor..the train is like a can..n we r like sardines haha..i feel v alienated when i first stepped in to the train ..haha..everybody is in their formal working attire ..i tink i'm one of the few tt wore tees n jeans..haha n i tink i'm one of the youngest there..haha everyone stared at me for a while..den they either went to slp(if they r sitting down) or went deep into their thoughts...errrr~ at that moment..i feel soo lonely la..haha..n oso never never expect that u will hav a seat in the train lor..all the seats r occupied lor..quite horrible..~ sengkang station is only the 2nd station of the whole journey lor..since NEL train situation soo bad..den dun expect other lines to be any better den tt..haha i tink the whole of 1 hr plus journey..i sat for only 10 mins? quite terrible..haha..ok as for the checkup..i realli admired myself la..haha i gt good sense of timing..haha it took me jux a short while to finish everything..but the problem is..haha i xia suay myself again~ but it's nt my fault tis time..it is jus my rotten luck~ everybody noes that urine or blood test is always a part of a medical checkup hor..i duno y la..when it is my turn to go to the toilet..the auntie told me in dialect :'go to the downstairs toilet..nid to walk past the canteen den turn..u will find the toilet..' ..den i'm like harRRR????!~!! walk past the CANTEEN?!! ohh myy..wif my cup of STH?! but den i hav no choice la..follow her instruction lor..n oso shun bian pray tt the canteen is nt tt crowded..haha yah la..canteen is nt crowded la..but oso v weird n er xin to carry the cup for such a long time lorr..but the problem is..i nid to go back into the checkup point..wif the cup..the canteen is nt crowded..but the checkup point is very crowded ..i nid to make sure..no one c my cup ..n oso to aviod knocking into anyone! imagine tt~ throughout the whole process..it's jux soo embarassing laaa~~~another embarassing thing is the doctor appointment..aft taking my blood pressure..she sae 'gal..take off ur bra..n lie on the bed..' i'm like..soo stunned..den when she start to check..i realli toook alot of my strength..to stop myself from laffing..i'm extremely sensitive to ppl touching me..!! n somemore the rm is soooo COLD~ i keep shivering aha..partly becoz of the cold temperature..n oso becoz of my controlling action..lol.went back the nxt day to NUS for my QET..dun ask me whether it is easy or hard..haha..becoz i realli dunno~ if i realli gt the ability to gauge whether it is easy or hard, den i wun be going for the QET le lor...my English standard jus soo~ bleahz~ haha~aft QET ..went to meet up wif my NUS seniors for lunch..haha supposed to treat them lunch de..but they refused..soo i treat them drinks instead~ i almost died becoz NUS is jus soo big aha...den followed them to PGP for badminton..ahha den i realised hey! PGP is soo..like condo? haha feels like chalet to me..quite excited la..haha ohh ya~ n oso i realised my badminton skills realli like reduced to nth le..ohh my..i tink i disgraced myself alot..~haha nid to improve on my skills..anyway i keep having tis feeling tt i dun reali fitted into their circle la..mayb nxt time i wun be joining them to their badminton session le..:/ haha~ tt's onli a MAYB! lolhmm..ok as for todae..i went to plaza spore wif my mum..haha den i bought tis cute shirt for like 8 dollars? ahaha soo happy~ n gt myself tis beautiful necklace for 10 dollars..haha..~ohhh ya..i remembered i tok to jiemin recently..mux thanks her for providing me wif a diff kind of viewpt to my problem..haha tt's soo nice of her~ n oso for tt problem ..i alrdy found a way to solve it for gd..i wun let it bother me anymore..n as for jiemin..dun be too affected by it k? i mean everything will have an answer to it..soo must wait patiently k? even if the answer is nt a very likeable one..dun let it affect u tt much? life have to go on.. if reali nid any help..haha feel free to find me or elsa mama k? anyway ..ohh ya..recently i keep having some very weird dreams ...haha ..some good some bad..i rmbed i dream of one person feeling v down..seems like having some problems in life..haha i reali hope that it tis particular stupid dream wun cum true..i dun wish to hav some supernatural powers to pop out of no where..n oso for some special reasons..haha.~ok..gtg le..i'm reali super exhausted..nid to pack up my things..haha..ok..in 5 more days..i will be officially moving into my hostel..n in 9 more days..school term officially start..i'm now having weird feelings..on one hand..i'm a bit excited..on the other...i'm abit sian-ed..haha i'm jus too into my slacking days la..haha~ i'm plain lazy~p.s.haha jiemin is the only one hu managed to decode my 'secret sentence' ..haha i tink she is oso the only one hu is willing to do it lor..ahah ~jiemin u r soo pro! cum i giv u a prize! ahha muackz!
dreamt @ 9:41 PM
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18/07/05
new new new CHAO NEW UpDatEs!!!hey hey! i just got my hostel address!! hohoho!! sooo happyy~ dunno for wat oso haha..just v v happy abt it!!!
dreamt @ 10:47 PM
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hmm..ok some updates of me here..during tis few days..haha i tink i bought alot of stuffs..haha i tink it's a bit exaggerating la..haha i'm jux going to move to a hostel place for my 1st sem in NUS..haha n my mum is buying tis n tt..mk me seems like i'm moving to the place for gd! haha..kind of exciting la..n scary too..haha i tink i mention tis for dunno how many times le..shall nt dwell on how i feel haha..ohh ya..went out wif jas n hw todae..we are doing some last min shopping! haha..we realli bought alot lor..~ dunno y everything look sooo tempting haha..n attractive..i bought 2 fox shirts at half price! sooo great! ahha..i like the blue tee alot alot alot..hahha ! i commented the above statement when we were on our way home..haha n jas bth me..haha she said (sth like tt) : there's no nid to repeat the alot word..coz 1 'alot' word already describe how u feel le..' ..but i acty feel tt one 'alot' word..cant realli describe how much i like the tee mah..haha so i keep repeating the word lor..hmm..btw i'm v tempted to buy the 'mickey mouse' bag..haha..HOW?! i gt alot of bags le!! hahaaiyoooooo..the moment i tink abt tml n wed..i feel like puking..arrgghh! becoz..i hav to travel all the way down to nus..for medical checkup n QET! arggghh!! soo scarY! n tiring! SIANZZZ~P.s. haha i wun be shocked if jiemin managed to decode my stretch of words..haha i rmbed last time in sch ..i 'trained' her wif alot of of funny sentences n words..haha 'xi guan jiu hao~'
dreamt @ 10:01 PM
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15/07/05
I T T L G O T P..I I H M A...B I R..E A M I R M A H...
hmm..the above stated is how i feel now lo...but i censored alot of it away le..only left the inital of each word behind..ok..if anyone is able to guess correctly wat the whole bunch of alphabets is saeing..hmm..tt will be super horrible..but i will still pei fu the person la..
ok..buzzing off le..i'm extremely tired plus down mood..
dreamt @ 11:17 PM
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hmm..just finished revising my korean notes ..tml i'm having my korean lesson! i am abt to go zzz..but feel that i shld blog down abt wat happened todae(14/7/05)..
went out wif my cousin todae..she sae she nid to pass me my present..n kind of like 'last outing' wif me ..coz my sch going to start soon..hmm..they bought me a wallet..yeah it was nice! thanks gals! and thanks to baby jordan ..haha my two cousins sae that my baby cute cousin choose the wallet for me..lol..i like it alot! aft having sth at pastamania..we went ard tm n cs..chit-chatting is the main part la..haha den aft tt i went to their house for dinner..n to meet up too..slack at their house..toking abt the recent stuffs..haha ya all tis sounds abit aimless..but ya it's v warmly ..
went hm at 9 plus..after finished watching 'lost' ..i realised alot of ppl msged me..n tt jas tried to call me jux now..haha..called back to her..den realised she will be moving into her hall at an earlier date..hmmm..haha..she is just as excited n worried as me..haha..time realli flew lor..oh my..is like in 16 days sch term will start..n tt in 10 days..i will be moving into the hostel too..alamakz..time is like 'shooooo'.. i'm back in sch soon! haizz..ARGH! the irony part is that i dun even noe why i'm soo jumpy n scared now..wat the?!? ohh ya not forgetting..in 5 days time i will be taking my QET?! whyy?! okk..i'm mad..soo mad..ohh ya ..almost forget abt it..just now at ard 12 am..someone called my hm no..asking whether someone called him..n his voice is jux soo scary lor..soo monotone n quite dead? n he sound soo fierce..he seems like he is going to explode anytime? ohh my..i tink i dialled the wrong no loh..i'm supposed to call jas de..how will i noe i acty will dial the wrong no? tt's the problem of not having caller id in ur fone..ohh my..it just scared the shit out of me sia..my heart went PI POK PI POK..beating soo fast till i can feel it..i'm alrdy v EXCITED abt sch n hostel stuffs..n the man just hav to join in to the fun..yahh..everything is soo weird..haha..
anyway..i feel bad towards alot of ppl todae..mayb i hav alot of feelings to waste todae..tis is just soo nt me...bleahhh
p.s.to jas..sorry abt not calling u along k..is jus tt ..tt day everything seems soo packed..it just slipped through my mind abt calling u along..paiseh..
dreamt @ 1:12 AM
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13/07/05
just managed to agar read through the erie's 'very long' new entry ..haha..soo long till i nid to skip through the test thing..dun blame me k? aha..i'm more interested in reading about your recent life than the test..hmm i tink i will read abt it next morning..i'm really too exhausted for now..btw i agreed to erie's point of view la..isn't it better for us to forget some of our unhappy past..? but oso i agreed to wat wx told erie la..ok i'm weird ..i'm agreeing to everyone pt of view..haiya! ok let's skip tis topic..i dun wan to return back to the moody me! btw..to erie..haha..i dun tink anyone will tink like me la..i'm jux one of the weirdest fren tt u ever had..haha..i mean all ur close frens shld noe u n ur character la..they wun hav doubts over u de! dun care abt me n my silly mouth! anyway..i tink i will be worse..if i'm in a BGR! hahaha..
i went to Queenway shopping centre wif my mum todae..haha i really lack a good pair of sport shoes..the one i bought when i am in jc1..is just soo tattered n torn lor..the sole is coming out..haha..n the 'should be white in colour' shoes..TATA..haha become grey grey n soo old..ok enoff of my old shoes! i bought two pairs of nike shoes..one pair have like 30% discount..n the another pair dun hav any..haha becoz (the salesgal told me tis) the pair tt i bought is one of those limited edition type..i'm like ..STUNNED? haha dun realli quite believe her words la..but i oso cannot do much..cant possibly go up to her n punch her rite? anyway the price is quite cheapo..(if it is realli limited edition type)...sooo i continued my trip ard the shopping centre...den came across 'limited vault' shop..(sth like tt..i dun realli rmb the name..lol)...den i went in..becoz the shop jus looked soo posh?! then when i am soo engrossed n excited ..hopping ard the shop..den i saw sth familiar..HEy !isn't tt my shoes! woowoo..soo the salesgal is telling me the truth la..lolx..btw the pair of shoes cost me $119..(nt realli tt ex..right? for a pair of limited edition shoes?) wahahaha..i realli LOVE the shoes alot!! ;)
ok..i'm getting v restless now..haha..gtg..buaizz..
dreamt @ 8:30 PM
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12/07/05
hmm..just discovered that blogger introduce a new service for us..it is the 'add images' service..haha never go explore it in the past..coz hmm..i'm lazy? ok..let me try it out now...
errmm..haha i really like this car alot lor..i started to have some knowledge of Aston Martin cars after getting myself addicted to the racing game (tt i mentioned before in the previous entries) ..ohh myy lorr..it just look soo posh n cool..hey friends!(those hu asked me abt whether i'm interested in going for driving lessons.)..haha i mentioned tt if i gt the ability to buy either 'Aston Martin' or 'Mini Cooper' car..haha i will then very willing to go learn driving..(err..rmb?) tis is one of such cars la..haha..tis is my dream..my goal in life..! very hard to attain k? tis car can cost my life! haha..wooohh~hmm..mayb in my nxt entry..i will go find some pics of mini cooper cars..let u a hav a look too~ ok i'm realli damn bored..hhaha..soo tis is my today's entry! ahaha..btw tis car above is the 'Aston Martin V12 Vanquish' ~
dreamt @ 11:15 PM
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11/07/05
ok..haha i changed my blog template AGAIN! i'm very unwilling to do so de..but i feel tt sth is realli wrong abt it..i cant c the graphics at all lor..soo sianz..kinda miss the grumpy cleaner pic..den the 'the floor is wet' signboard..n oso the bright red 'GET LOST' and ' I'M WORKING MY GUTS OUT' words..sighz..~too bad..i'm nt a very IT kind of ppl..i tried my best to save the previous template..but too bad..i'm nt tt capable..there goes my whole night of effort..
ok..den spent my whole of 3 hrs finding a new blogskin tt is clear n clean..finally found tis..tt i feel OK wif it..but i still tink tt the cleaner template realli suits my temperament!! aiya..sighz i shall nt continue harping on tis small pic..haha
btw ..i realised sth..aft i changed my templates..i feel tt my tagboard hav a new life again! ahha more ppl are willing to tag now..ok leave me wondering now..whether izzit u guys dun like jay chou or is it becoz of the translucent backgrd? haha..ok watever is it..i learnt my lesson le! ahaha..
btw..thanks hui again for ur help! =) friends n cancer gals foreva!! i'm realli glad to hav u n the whole bunch of gang (u all noe hu u are right?) as my buddies! muackz~(p.s.hey erie ..haha y suddenly tink of the past? my blog influence u arh?)
dreamt @ 2:50 PM
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10/07/05
hmm..i tink all human are greedy..haha they will never get satisfied wif thingys..my mum jux discovered that i applied for type C hostel (with no aircon, no washbasin,no own toliet.) ..jux tt kind of simple hostel tt majority of nus ppl is staying in..n she giv me tt concerned look..haha she's realli v worried..whether i can realli cope wif hostel life..OK! jux a simple talk wif her..n she's making me jumpy abt it le..in the first place..i'm nt troubled wif all tis stuffs de..!! how?! den i started to regret ..y i din applied for type A hostel..dotz...or mayb type B..but on the other hand..i decided that all tis r jux fate la..i mean so wat if i applied for A or B hostel in the first place? mayb OSA dun approved of my application..n sent me to either kent ridge or sheares hall? isn't it the same mah?more worse..they dun even giv me a hostel place..den i realli hav to travel here n there le..hmm..haha..ok all craps..i mean everything is settled le..i gt a type C hostel n i jux accepted le..it's final! no complains abt it..jux go on wif life..if realli sux tt much..the most i move back home n wasted that sum of money haha~
Ok i'm nt tt vunerable..n i'm nt tt rich to be able to stay in A class hostel..haha soo excited n scared abt my cuming new phase of life..OHH MY !!!
btw..discover sth awful todae..wic i dun ever wish tt it is true..ok fine i'm deciding to forget abt it..n carry on wif my life!
dreamt @ 11:41 PM
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hmmm..ok updates on yday bbq..yahh quite obviously la..i worry too much yday..haha the situation is totally different from wat i expected yday..haha.in my previous entry..i mentioned tt i'm scared that the boys there will feel boring when they came for the bbq rite? haha bleahz..i tink they enjoyed themselves more than the gals..i feel soo boring there?! not only that..one particular guy realli pissed me off alot yday...feel so fustrated ..i even hav to control myself..or else i tink i will jux went up to him to giv him few slaps on his face..irritating ppl..hey i can take jokes de..but ppl shld hav some control in urself mah..i meant not everything in the world can be joke ard rite? i dun like ppl using my family members as a JOKE..it's a taboo..if u went over my restriction..arhar..it will pissed me alot alot...better be prepared for the consequences..ohh ya..went hm at ard 9 plus going ten...took a bathe coz i stinks alot..den straight away went online..haha coz xh sae she will be online mah..soo decided to join her online coz i feel bored..go check my hostel application..they finally approved my application le!!! i gt my first choice hostel!!Prince George Park!! woohoo!! i like tt particular place is becoz..i tink they dun hav alot of hostel activities ..nt like the other halls..haha more free i tink..ahha..hmmm yday i received another shocking news..haha i find it rather amusing la..becoz kel n xh took such a long time..n soo much 'preparation' jux to tell me tis news..haha..tis two sotongs v funny! xh is afraid tt i will feel sad over the thing..soo she keep thinking of how to brk the news to me..haha..u two! thanks for ur effort arh..i mean it's alrdy the past le..y shld i get myself sad over it? i mean althot it is v shocking la..haha..but if he is happy at tis point of time..den be it la..haha ya la i will feel happy for them too..hmm blessed them! haha..ok la..the overall lesson learnt is..ahha i hav to buck up too! mux work hard..haha hui n kel too arh! haha..btw if kel u r reading my blog now..haha tis is my ans to ur qns..haha *i wun be the fortunate one if i din brk up last time ..haha coz i wun even live..my mum will jux eat me up haha*hmm..i'm now tinkin v hard of other things to write..i rmb i wan to note down sth..but i forget wat it is le..ahha..anyway i end here better la..exhausted le..i will continue if i rmb ahha..
dreamt @ 2:40 PM
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09/07/05
hmm..i'm bored now..haha so decided to cum here type some 'you de mei de'i'm going for bbq ltr..at pasir ris park..haha but now i'm jux practically waiting for time to pass..haha hmm i'm meeting hw n peepx at 2pm..still a long way to go!!! arhhh!!..hmm..haha hope the bbq will be success la..hope everyone will enjoy themselves..haha btw i feel tt i'm a freak ahha..i mean all my frens is excited abt the bbq..abt having fun ltr..haha but for me..dunno for wat reason la..start to worry la..haha v scared ppl will feel bored at here..den i will feel bad..haha weird mind of thinking rite? aiya..i'm borned to be pessimistic la..hahaha...i tink i worry too much..:Pwent for korean class yday..hmm..it is getting more n more difficult ..more on the other hand..it is becoming more n more fun and interesting le..hahaha..fun fun!! ohh ya jux get to noe sth interesting yday..haha ..while chatting wif my classmates during our ten mins brk yday..haha i get to noe that ..the only boy in the class..is acty Joel's bro..haha..(hey min! rmb mjc's joel?) haha..soo shocked lor yday..if i'm nt wrong..i jux practically opened my mouth n stared at him..ahha kinda of rude..ahaha but i jux cannot link tis boy wif joel? his bro? nahz..if they nv told me abt it..ahha i guess i will nv be able to 'uncover' tis link..hahaha...they are sooo different..ohhyahh the world is soo small..haha..ohh ya jas gt her hostel reply le..my god she gt sheares hall! hahaa..as for me ..my application is still under review..sianz..but haha i gt a vvvv strong feeling tt i wun get a hostel place ! sianz..when will they jux reply to my application .....ohh yaa..11 more days to QET...ahhaa i din prepare for it..i mean how to prepare for QET? haha n oso my interest for korean is greater than for english...feel soo lonely in nus..except for one special reason..haha nth in the new sch attract my attention haha...ok..i'm feeling weirdy again..haha..is the song tt is playing now tt influence my mood now..or sth else tt i dunno? hahahaaaa i'm weirdddddMood colour for today:Green (weird colour to describe my mood..)
dreamt @ 12:21 PM
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03/07/05
I'm feeling down now..i realised something that i never wish to really know..
maybe relationships with people are never that simple and easy ?
dun wish to say much..it hurts just thinking about it..
gtg..
dreamt @ 10:20 PM
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profile
MissY Lim
gender: Female
age: 20+
DOB: 30/6/86
school: NUS
Loves
I Love my family!
I Love Korea!
I Love ancient stuffs. the older the better
I Love chocos and bananas
I Love my friends
I Love $$
I Love Coffee, Tea and ME!
Wants
I Want to go overseas
I Want PSP
I Want alot of bags, nice ones
I Want alot of cool watches
more desires coming soon..
Hates
Fakes, hypocrites
CrEepY crawlers
contact
Contact me @:
xlhm0506@hotmail.com
