Everyone have a part in them which they do not want others to know abt
tt's the "untouchable" area
there are many many reasons why it's untouchable
maybe the whole issue is damn complicating
maybe the person is working undercover (woo~most likely to happen in dramas)
maybe the person involved just dunnoo how to put it thro
maybe the truth may contain some inner dark thoughts tt might scare the hell out of others
etc etc etc
but as a summary, they just dun wish anyone to know
anyway, i'm nt tt "dark" or evil la. just a very normal reason.
i duno how to tell others abt my probs
+my problems are realli complicating
+ i dunno how to deal with the attentions/concerns (althot i realli appreciate it)
+ i dun wan to trouble others with my troubles (so troublesome)
+i dunno who's realli sincere in listening to all my problems
btw, realli paiseh to all my frens if i disappoint u in any aspects
althot i'm nt willing to sae, but i do things with reasons behind it. hope all of u will understand.
as a summary, tis sem realli start at a very wrong footing. damn. personal stuffs + all the stress that have been piling on top of me. very shitty. i can only sae tt tis sem is the worst of the worse. shitty schedules, deadlines and most imptly shitty modules. damn. i'm currently struggling to adapt to tis sucky environment. so i guess i will be back on my MIA mode.
dreamt @ 11:33 PM
